A quick note...
Just to clear up some confusion, as I know people are talking about this blog behind my back. Turns out it's not the only things going on behind my back, but if you haven't done anything don't feel guilty: I know pretty much all of it.
I just wanted to say that this is my life. I choose to open it up to the world on a public forum, and I do welcome mockery or dissent or commiseration, but for no reason should you judge me. These are my choices, this is my writing, this is my confession. I don't appreciate when people worry about me or trash me behind my back to any forum or under any circumstances. I have enough respect for you all--the readers--to not hold back many things. If it's too humiliating to me on a personal, spiritual level I leave it out, but everything else is fair game. I expect similar respect back to me. If you have an issue with me, tell me. Don't talk about it in front of my friends at the Dimple, et cetera. I'm a big boy, I can take criticism. I'm not that arrogant, despite popular belief.
But this is not to say you shouldn't read; please, I would never "cut you off". Just be respectful. Be courteous. Show me the respect I try to show you. I am shallow enough to care what other people think, especially when it's my friends outwardly betraying me. I'm sounding harsh. I'm tired and it's been a long day.
I'll end with a quote from one of my favorite movies, Apocalypse Now. The following lines come from the scene when Kurtz admits that he knows Willard has come to kill him. He has known all along.
"I've seen horrors... horrors that you've seen. But you have no right to call me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that... but you have no right to judge me...
Because it's judgment that defeats us."
Much love and goodnight.
Will
I just wanted to say that this is my life. I choose to open it up to the world on a public forum, and I do welcome mockery or dissent or commiseration, but for no reason should you judge me. These are my choices, this is my writing, this is my confession. I don't appreciate when people worry about me or trash me behind my back to any forum or under any circumstances. I have enough respect for you all--the readers--to not hold back many things. If it's too humiliating to me on a personal, spiritual level I leave it out, but everything else is fair game. I expect similar respect back to me. If you have an issue with me, tell me. Don't talk about it in front of my friends at the Dimple, et cetera. I'm a big boy, I can take criticism. I'm not that arrogant, despite popular belief.
But this is not to say you shouldn't read; please, I would never "cut you off". Just be respectful. Be courteous. Show me the respect I try to show you. I am shallow enough to care what other people think, especially when it's my friends outwardly betraying me. I'm sounding harsh. I'm tired and it's been a long day.
I'll end with a quote from one of my favorite movies, Apocalypse Now. The following lines come from the scene when Kurtz admits that he knows Willard has come to kill him. He has known all along.
"I've seen horrors... horrors that you've seen. But you have no right to call me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that... but you have no right to judge me...
Because it's judgment that defeats us."
Much love and goodnight.
Will
1 Comments:
in regards to the previous entry:
maybe you should not be so concerned with all of these "beautiful women" surrounding you, and worry more about finding a woman who connects with you intellectually, is able to challenge you, etc. (good luck at wheaton college). you're a lot more attractive than you probably realize in that respect (albeit a tad overbearing at times, but it's forgiveable), and that kind of a perspective shift would probably allow you to formulate a meaningful realtionship with a girl, or realize one that you might already have. you have a great mind, and i have a feeling a lot of your pursuits haven't been able to see or appreciate that.
also if anyone spends five minutes with you, it's pretty clear you're heterosexual.
food for thought.
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